Don’t be slutty, don’t have sex. But be sexy. If you’re too sexy though and you get raped, then that’s you’re own fault because you’re not actually supposed to listen to us about being sexy, even though we tell you your value is derived from how sexy you are. If you get into a position of power, we will assume that you used your sex appeal to get there and not your brains and we will mock you even though we told you the only thing that mattered was your sex appeal. Make yourself accessible to me, but holy shit stop being so desperate and needy. Don’t be a tease. If we want to have sex with you, don’t friendzone us, even though we just fucking told you not to have sex.
what if your plants want to kill themselves but you keep on watering them?
plot twist: people begin to find you attractive in real life and not just on tumblr
Plot twist: People begin to find me attractive on Tumblr
Plot twist: People begin to think I’m attractive.
Plot twist: People begin to think
Today was soo bad in the beginning of the day. You know when you really care about someone and they’re doing stupid things and YOU know it but you can’t say anything to them because it’s just easier that way, you don’t want them mad at you but at the same time you don’t want them to get hurt? Well that was pretty much my morning. I had a melt down didn’t know what to do and ultimately kept my mouth shut about almost everything in my head. In the end it won’t matter anyway because she’s not going to listen and something is going to happen, but i’ll always be there no matter what to help her pick up the pieces because thats the friend I am. The one who cares and loves her so much it hurts me to watch her get hurt and cry//be hurt. But sometimes I have to back off and focus on me and the mess that my life is instead of being so emotionally tied to someone else’s issues. And thats what I did tonight. Wasn’t too thrilled to only get 3 hours and 18 minutes on the clock at work today but I guess it worked out for the best. Hung out with my best gay “boyfriend” and 2 shots of vodka(which I guess I take like a champ?) later, I’m feeling pretty good. It was weird but I wont deny I liked it. We watched American Horror Story like we do every Wednesday and ate a bunch of junk food and I laughed and felt so much better just about everything that I let it all fade away for the time being. Then we went out with his friend, whom I’ve heard all about because well that’s how we are and it was so much fun. They claim there’s nothing between them but there is. Sometimes you can just tell when people are happy together and like each other. And in some ways it reminds me how lonely I am and that I don’t have anyone but in the other hand I’m so happy he found someone that makes him happy. I’m so behind on writing a paper and studying, but I needed tonight so bad it hurt. Im so thankful for the chance to relax and just be myself. Well off to finish a paper.
Goodnight All Who are Probably Not Reading This.